Uh-oh, lately I've been having this little big feeling of 'what about me.' How sad and depressing. It seems as though my time is allotted for everyone else. Maybe it's because I haven't had any adult time or any 'away' time in a long - long time. My last break was back in June 2006. I haven't had my hair cut/my toes done/a massage/a fun shopping trip/seen an 'R' rated movie/the list goes on.
I know - it's ALL my FAULT. I need to relearn on how to schedule my time again and make sure that I make time for me AGAIN. I'm not sure how or why I'm not scheduling things for me anymore. Maybe it's a sign of depression - maybe it's a sign of laziness - maybe I was a slave in a past live and am just used to this kind of lifestyle - Makes me wonder sometimes.

I know, I shouldn't complain and feel this way - there are people that NEVER/EVER get any breaks. Yuppers, there are people out there worse off than I. Does that make me feel better? No, not really. It makes me sad - I believe we ALL should be able to have a break from our families/work/school/responsibilities/life in general from time to time. Now, I know of people who are always taking a break - and that's not right either. There must be some kind of balance - because then you won't (or I won't) experience burn-out. Burnout is not fun - not for you/for I or for anyone else in our lives.

Ok, time to tackle my calendar and start scheduling some me time- wish me luck!